And then I called the sleep clinic, they talked to me like I was an idiot for not getting the test I couldn't afford after I'd been feeling fine (re: the blood clot, not re: everything) for six weeks, they basically said I need to see the doctor-who-doesn't-take-Medicare-whose-rates-I-can't-afford twice because they're giving the sleep clinic results to him, and then I had a panic attack.